everyone would benefit from my suicide i am a waste of space i should die i am horrible and pathetic and ugly and disgusting and useless i should die i reallyw ant to die it would be better for everyone im sorry im sorry im so disgusting wantto die im a useless piece of shit i should just kill myself

i can’t cut mom will see i want to i want to so badly i deserve it i want to bleed out i deserve it i’m disgusting i should kill myself but i don’t want mom to see she’;; be disgusted at her pathetic monster failure of a kid why was i born i don’t want to be here